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Jul 1, 2005
Yeppx

hey
omigosh! HUIFANG!!!

YOU ROCK!!! YOU ROCK OKAY!!! (:
Lurve ya! I couldnt think of a better answer myself! (:
Heh. Now I feel so much better liao. All thanks to you.
*Come let me give you a hug* (:
Huifang you rock!

You did it darling! Let's continue to JIAYOU! (: Haha

Heh. end of entry. buh bye! (:

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Jun 29, 2005
PISSED

Hey
finally watched initial d!!! (:
haha so nice. maybe because inside got edison. and jay chou dont know how to act one. hit duwenyi/ze can see that he is only faking at hitting him lor.
shawn yue dont look so ugly now. but then he is still ugly.
doing ss now. just because i havent finished my part, now i have to make it up to carin by showing her my neoprints. *evil grins* maybe i lose my neoprints tml. (:
I wanna watch the clusterzone thingy tml! I hope that there isnt any xiaozu so I can go and support!
Bio report and ppt.
Chemistry crystal growing kit.
gauss series.
cme portfolio.

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY WANTENG!!! (: Haha

Im extremely pissed today(nothing to do with wanteng or carin or anyone mentioned in this entry). VERY. Shant say why.
Actually I think but wai wai says has a point. suicide seems like quite a wonderful thing. but too bad it's a sin. and you leave your parents and friends with plenty of heartache.

sometimes i really feel that things arent just how you see it. you have to see from the other parties' point of view as well. What you cant see, doesnt mean it's not there. It's not as if that if you escape from it now, it never resurface again. I promise you that it will.

Things I learnt from being pissed today:
-my heart is really broken. and it has a high chance of not being able to piece back again.
-sometimes if things seem to be okay, it will never really be okay. and i dont want to deceive myself anymore
-i really need some time off to cool down, im too hot headed to do anything properly
-i have to reflect. yup. but it takes two hands to clap doesnt it?

Im just not ready yet. Too many things, too little time.
Wouldn't be nice if we had 48 hours a day?
More sleep.
Wouldn't it be nice?


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Jun 26, 2005
Last day of holz

Gosh.
It's the last day of holz liao.
I just did some reminiscing (dont know how to spell) about ATHRUN!!! (:
Omg! ATHRUN ZALA ROCKS!!! (:
Practically all the girls in Gundam Seed Destiny want him okay?
I still hate that Mia girl. Imposter of Lacus. Not that Im a fan of Lacus anyway, but Mia practically threw herself to Athrun and I hate that.
I still want Athrun and Cagalli to be together.
I watched the screenshots of Seed Destiny until 22 liao. Shinn and Stellar are so cool together. =P

Athrun rocks! Gosh. He totally rocks can! Kira dont suck that much now, but doesnt mean i like him.
And guess what? lots of people in the gundams forum like athrun! (: Haha. Athrun simply rocks!

Yay. soon im gonna put a gundam seed song here. Gundam Seed is the best amine I've ever watched! Gosh.

Okay. Back to reality. I've got to rush my physics now!

Gundam Seed ROCKS!


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Jun 16, 2005
Stressed

Okay.
Im emotionally and physically stressed.
And strained by friendship relationship and homework.
I dont know what.
I really dont know what to do.
And so much has happened.

Everytime you try to make it up to others, you only make matters worse.
Im really pissed off at you.
Cant you stop it?
I feel weighed down heavily by you.
I wish none of this ever happened.

I really dont feel like blogging now.

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May 22, 2005
Flag day

Hey
Yesterday we had flag day at Orchard.
Me and yy met up at 11am, and shopped around for presents. Haha. Guess what? Not telling.
Okay. yy is damned rich can! Envious le. She spent $#% (code: decode it yourself) on lip balm and perfume okay? And somemore she's going to go Orchard again to shop. Im really envious.
Okay. I could do that too, but I know that in the end, Im gonna to have a heartache from spending so much of my savings. Argh.
Cheryl and Carin arrived one hour later. Followed by Wanqin.
Orchard got A LOT OF FREEBIES okay? We take until siao.
-free coke and coupons. (though the coke tasted awful)
-free newspaper Today
-free small bottle of Anna sui perfume with donations of $2 and above
-free t-shirt when you do cip with Methodist Welfare Services
-free wristbands
And some other stuff. cant remember.
Conclusion: Go Orchard if you wanna get free stuff. especially on saturday.
we had lunch. found out that carin and cheryl arent a big fan of FISH. I am. I love FISH. I mean, the singer and animal alike.
yup. and jiayuan came much later. and in the end she got the lesser stickers. while we got the more sticker bag.
me and wq and jy went together while yy and carin and cheryl went together and yifang and shuhui went together.
Haha. what a long chain.
okay. chain reminds me of polypeptide chains. nvm.
so me and wq and jy went to ngee ann city the opening there to ask for donation.
btw it was a bad day, and it was raining for nearly the whole day. and we had to brave the weather okay? see we so wei3 da4.
guess what? we got chased away. after one and a half hour. subsequently, we got lesser and lesser money. okay. cross that. I got lesser and lesser money. and ALL the notes went to wq and jy okay? I got nothing. Sighx. and i failed to notice all those japanese tourists and still went up to ask. how foolish is that?
okay. I'll still like to thank all those nanyang girls who werent doing CIP and still donated to ALL THREE of us when we went up to ask. Namely sharon, one sec4 councilor and some others. (:
Sorry too that we attacked you, but we had no choice. (: At most you can attack us back when you have flag day. you guys certainly rock! (:

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May 20, 2005
Updating

Hey
Haha. Im finally updating.
Okay. I got posted to Ningbo.
So sadd.
Cheryl and Jiayuan and Wanqin and Mianrong all got posted to Jiaoda.
I was seriously sadd.
When Mainrong asked me why I was looking so stumped, I seriously couldnt answer her.
But now Im okay. Not as sad as this afternoon.
Luckily tml there's flag day, so I can probably take the opportunity to go out and san4 san4 xin1.
Looking forward to tml. (=
Anyway, I just found out that I could be either blood type A or O.
Funny, because I've always thought that Im a certain A+, since both my parents were 'A+'s, but obviously no.
But I still think Im an A+. :D
Never thought that blood carries a charge too.
So I guess that there is some truth in what I used to say.
'Cause last time, in the good ol' days, when dx and von were still here, we used to photocopy stuff, and when Im around, the machine NEVER spoils. So I came to the conclusion that electricity likes me. 'Cause Im +vely charged. Haha. So I can conduct electricity better.
Pooh. Say, that's a silly hypothesis.
I insist that Im a A+.
Sigh. End of IP sabbaticals.
School next tuesday. Lol Im actually looking foward to school after the torturous Sabbaticals.
And there's Vesak holiday. (:
DING SHAN BEN ROCCKKS! (: Pooh. Oscar seriously suck. How could he like do this to his brother? Hmph. dont like him.
Square pegs ending really suck. Hf was right. And tingyu really never watch the show properly. It's not a happy ending.
And Athlun Zala and Cagalli Yula Attha rocks.
Im gonna call fd. Miss her so much.
Sigh. Not sure what I should be feeling now.
I dont know. Happy and sad feelings clashing with each other.
Maybe there's titration going on inside. The two feelings neutralize each other.
So now Im not feeling anything.
Lol, am I going to turn the methyl orange gray if I stick my finger inside it?
Sadd life.
Homework.
Sigh.
Gotta work on my piano practicals. Im going to die even before I take the exams. Im dreadfully sure that I get ZERO for aural.
I mean, how could someone remember a four bar melody and sing it out in the correct key and rhythm after only hearing it twice?
Im beginning to admire the pianists. :O
Btw, Meg Cabot rocks. (: 

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Apr 21, 2005
Gold with honours

NYCO GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!!! (: haha
Anyway im wondering if i should to blog on this blog. After all i have a grp blog now, and it's quite hard to juggle between both... Haiz...

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Mar 11, 2005
OBS

Elloz
Haha… OBS rox! U guys totally rock my world! And of coz, Amundsen rock and Elgene a.k.a. the “chio”est bu rocks!
Name of my watch: Amundsen (lyk duh)
Peepx in my watch: anyi (food I/C), huiping, jiaying, yujing, eunice, steph, jiewei, corinna, mian rong (store I/C), huijun, junice, yueyang, tingyu, yifang, liu zhe and of coz me!
Similarities: we r all trixers! Whoo~ :)
Amundsen is lyk so nice. The name looks nice, sounds nice, feels nice, and the people in tt watch? Of coz v.v.v.v.v.v. nice! Heehee.
OBS so totally rock. U bond together in together in OBS thru challenges tt u face, n not tt kind of fake “challenges” in those camps tt I hv been over the few yrs. I duno if any other peepx noticed it as well, OBS doesn’t use animosity to bond ppl in one watch together. It is thru d challenges and difficulty tt u face together, and we bond together by encouraging one another, and motivate each other to move on and persevere no matter what; no tt kind of challenge lyk “u don’t move faster, u don’t cheer louder, u lose out to the others and u can’t win”.
Tt’s d thing I really lyk abt OBS. No animosity and hatred towards other watches, and we cheer and encourage each and everyone of the camp to continue and survive. It is thru difficulties tt we face, tt we r abt to rmb the lesson learnt, the fun and the joy for life. Difficult it is, it really helped me to treasure the luxuries tt we hv.
Ya. Enuf of philosophical stuff. Haha.
Day One
We went to Pulau Ubin Island and we basically was introduced to the amundsen store ryt next to the toilet! So stinky lor. And we separated out our food rations and washed our stuff lah. After tt we climbed up 101 steps and pitched our tents. Andden we did trust fall activity and we fell frm abt 5 steps high onto a canvas sheet. Haha so exciting. At night anyi cooked. Wahaha. Baked beans w sausages on top of half burnt and half cooked soggy rice. Haha. Bathed and slept at 11.
Day Two
Haha more exciting den day one. We KAYAKED! Kayaking rox! We kayaked against tym and tide for four hrs and reached some place near a quarry. We slept there at night and eat instant noodles. Really INSTANT. Haha, and we din managed to bathe and had to sleep w stinky body and sandy feet.
Day Three
We went to the quarry and n built a raft! It looked more impressive looking than any of the other rafts in the quarry. Hehe. And we managed to have a dip in the quarry! The quarry was so nice and fresh water is so damned nice! Anyone would happy to hv a dip after sleeping w all the salt crystallisation in the hair. (Yucks) Okay anyway, we hiked to camp one w steph and ju as the navigators and yifang n tingyu as the sweepers. (: Camp One totally rocckks! Residential area roocckks! We were lyk gawking at the nice facilitaties they have. And the best of all, they have toilets and electricity and everything!!! We were lyk thnking, “is this heaven?” Haha and we were so happy to be dere lor. And we have food! Chicken somemore. And we had been eating nth but biscuits and bread for lunch and dinner. Then we ate and went night trail. The night trail was quite scary coz it totally was rid of light at night and we even had to do solo walking in the dark to the reservoir. Haha I wasn’t very scared but I felt very blind. Ya. And we saw Elgene swimming with John! Haha. She chased people away and refused to let us see her swim. Then at night I could hear anyi roaring at the ants coz the ants got attracted to the peanut butter inside her bag… Haha…
Day Four
We went to do high elements! I climbed to the top w yujing! I feel so accomplished leh… I belayed eunice but she wanted to get down. Haiz. L8ter we ate lunch and did rock climbing! So cool…I climbed to the top again! Whee~ Then we went back to the campsite. This tym, tingyu’s and yy’s bag were infested with ants. Then tingyu said it must b retribution for lafing at anyi’s bag. Haha… we hiked back to camp 2 and pitched our tents. Tt night’s dinner was the nicest dinner I ever tasted in the 5 days. Heheheh. Me and jiewei talked abt tamora pierce andden later jiewei slept and I got talkoing excitedly abt Leo to steph. Both of us slept at 12.30 and woke up at 7.
Day Five
Striked down our tents and ate breakfast w Elgene. Then we washed up the ponchos water bottles, tents and other stuff lah. Andden we had to clean up the toilet. And we were totally disgusted. We found- how shall I put it- some FEMALE stuff in the toilets. And poor anyi had to b the one picking up all those stuff and throw them away. Later we met w Elgene again at the Multi Purpose Hall and drew fruits. I drew a watermelon, which no one else drew… Hee hee… Then we got back our nyaa booklets and photos we took on the first day and certs. I regretted not hving the chance to hug Elgene… Haiz… Then we went souvenir shopping! I bot a mug and collar badge! Haha… And we went back to sch on a bus.
Discovery: Steph’s my tong2 xiang1!!! yippee!!!
Tt’s abt it! I’ll miss OBS!

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Feb 27, 2005
Kira and Athlun!!!


Blue Hair guy is Athrun Zala and Brown Hair guy is Kira Yamato! So cute looking! Haha. (:

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Feb 13, 2005
sad and depressed-yet again

Elloz... Im depressed. Again. I guess is because of reading Tingyu's blog. Now Im so sad. I thought I could make new frens in my new class. Okiez. I did. Budden, lyk wad jn said, Im lyk her, stranded in the middle. I guess it's because Im not ready to let go. Lyk let go of my past. I duno. I feel tt Im nv goin to let go. There's sth wrong w me, and I seriously duno wad's wrong w me. Im not really very close to anyone in the class. Except mayb yy. Because we've been frens for many yrs. And being away from gd frens is so nasty. Okiez. Mayb I shld b used to it by now. From yf to dx migrating, there's been a lot of leaving. And not to say Yvonne going to RGS. Perhaps this is wad pple feel in the beginning of sch. But now, it's oredi Feb. And I feel so damned depressed. I hate depression. I want to b crazy again. At least being crazy, I dont hv to care abt anitin. Juz b myself. And be lame and childish and crazy. Call it wadeva u want. I just want to be rid of this stoopid depression thing. Ok Im ranting. Worrx.

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